Steeling for Silence
In the last 18 years I don't think there've been
this many nights without hearing from him
And, just as the ocean--pulsed by constant repeats
of powerful, surging crests that pound and retreat--
would stagnate were the moon muted to compel tides,
the instruments of my ear stand, silent, they bide
to conduct that symphony arranging my life
as lover, as friend, as confidant, as wife:
Their moon being his intonation.
His voice was my first experience of him;
Waves that struck some chord, echoed some need within,
composed a new score, a new rhythm, a new theme
accompanied every subsequent act and scheme
Now, sudden silence stresses sensibilities
stifles, smothers, suggests the senses will seize
It's like trying to wean from dependence on air
Starving every cell, every fiber, its fare
Their oxygen his conversation.
This poem is by our friend, Norwegianwood, Pati, written a few days ago, only weeks after her Air Force husband, Scott, was deployed to Iraq for a year. I thought it was beautiful and it's important to hear from a wife. Thank you, Norwegianwood, for your sacrifice and the sacrifice of your kids. And, of course, thanks to your husband for what he's doing for our country. May it be an easier year than you all expected and may he come home safe and sound.
Please keep Scott, Pati and their children in your prayers.
16 comments:
That made me feel it, hard. Thanks, NW, and I pray for him to come home well so you can breathe again.
I think I glimpsed into your heart, NW. Thank you so much for your sacrifice. Thank your dear husband for his tremendous act of service.
Great post!
Thank you!
Trying not to get teary...
should have warned us to have the kleenex (or puffs) box handy. this is an incredible post.
do you have a link for nw?
heidianne jackson
http://biggirlpants.typepad.com
Wow!
Thank you so much Z! And, thank you all for you kind words and of course, the good wishes and prayers! You don't know how much they mean.
To you they may just be words; maybe they seem little consolence from so far away, but the fact that the effort, the time, was given to considering them and then making them known is a statement in and of itself...more beautiful than any poem I could write.
Thanks again,
Pati
Pati,
thank you for sharing the beauty of what true love is.
Bless your husband, and you and your family.
May God keep him safe, and may the time go quickly for you both.
Pris
Brooke, if I remember correctly, I think I saw you mention it's your birthday today?
IF I'm right..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! z
My wife and children are/were the real heroes in my 20 year career in the Navy. I've often told my wife that I appreciated her putting up with that other woman in my life for so long.
Here's to all the military wives who shoulder the responsibility of raising children, paying the bills and making the sacrifice for our lives and liberties.
God Bless you NW...I'll be praying for you during this season of separation.
The reunions are so so good.
beautiful piece Z..God bless them all.
Very beautiful. Thanks to NW's husband for his service for our country. Thanks to her and their children for their service, too.
Thanks, everyone...
Pati's a wonderful woman and your lifting her up like this is the best.
Heidianne, I'll email you Pati's link information; it's a different kind of blog.
My heart goes out to you Pati. G-d bless and keep you, your family, and your great husband. You will be in our prayers.
Morgan
Similar sentiment?
Lovely.
Okay, this one, maybe?
oh, MUCH better, fj. (except for the voice)
Beautiful video...thanks...Great sentiment. Imagine how difficult it was for wives of soldiers before email and other quick communication stuff? MONTHS without hearing. I don't see how they did it. God bless'em all.
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