My "title line" should be "Happy New Year's", shouldn't it? And, as I'm sure you all know....I do wish you all a VERY Happy New Year. But, and I hate to admit this, I tend to be a 'stick in the mud' at New Year's...always have been. Poor Mr Z likes to party hearty but he doesn't push me. I'm so 'blah' on this night that, when still single, a friend of mine called and said she and her husband weren't doing anything special and would I like to come over? I told her I would but wasn't dressed very festively for New Year's; in fact I had on a grey sweatshirt and sweatpants. I walked into their home 10 minutes later with a fresh layer of lipstick and a 30" strand of pearls over my sweatshirt. "I'm ready! Let's party!" We played Trivial Pursuit. My idea of a New Year's Eve!
The photo above tells it best for me, particularly this New Year's Eve. I'll be pensive, I think I'll take a walk by myself in the afternoon, maybe on that jetty in the picture.....maybe watch the sun as it sets on the ocean and on 2008.
I'll be thinking about America and what's happened to her, and if we'll escape islamist terror again this year on our shores, and hoping my family and friends remain healthy, and the economy, and what obama will be like as he leads America. And I'll try to remember the many blessings in spite of these worries.
I'll remember Jesus Christ (Hebrews 13: 8 "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever." forever) and how important forgiveness is because that's been greatly on my mind especially the last few days and because I've decided it's the most important thing. Next to Him. I'll think of wonderful friends in 'real life' and you wonderful people I have had the great pleasure to get to 'know' through blogging. Reading the blogs gives me hope; your good values and good character are conservative qualities which remind me that all is not lost. I'll be hoping that everyone who's typing New Year's blogs will be doing this next year, too. And I'll be praying hard that things will have gone better in 2009 than they have in 2008. I'm not depressed, just realistic.
And very hopeful. Because of my faith; not because of much else, I have to admit. Thank you, God. What would we do without you? That's another thing, come to think of it: What would America be without God? I don't want to know.
Happy New Year, everyone. Sorry to be so pensive and to be uncharacteristically open about it. But, that's my heart and mind today. That's my blog today.
God bless you all. And, God, PLEASE BLESS AMERICA.
Mr. Z sends his warmest New Year greetings, too. And, yes, while we will have two good friends over tonight and we'll have some special food and drink, it'll be quiet, and Mr. Z wonders if any of you have a great party you can invite him to!!
z (the photo's by Mr. Z)